Slightly less depressing, I guess that March arched differently, I suppose. I met her with eyes closed, no hoes, and overloaded with heavy snow. She was caustic and firey, smoke frequently enrolled in her nose; she was never parched. She would gather wood, but the pills peeled away the spark and she never had the fury.
I was not in tune to see flowers bloom, but I just escaped the want for a boom. She made me focus on her though, her eyes so low, her mouth so slow with ice flows, her tongue rolled but still my tired eyes glowed.
August 17, 2019: February and most of March continued in the same way. I drank, ate, worked, took pills, cried, and repeat. At the end of March, however, I met someone who changed me.