i think i might be dying, one rejection at a time. one compromise, one vacant gaze, one "yes, of course i'm fine." i think i might be dying and i really don't know why, but every time i talk it feels like bleeding out my thoughts. i think i might be dying, one confession at a time, or being a placeholder for the love of someone's life. i think there's something very wrong with workings of my mind. i think i might be dying. i think i'm tired of trying, one breakdown at a time.