an unidentified state i wonder what writing this will create but my head and my heart are at war not with each other, just forces and more i'm the host so it's only natural that i sink to the bottom i think it might be peaceful at the end, where no other ends exist for words cannot describe how i'm living with this anyway i'll offer you my ***** again, this time you should make the pain the best yet so i can find something to make me fall and drop even more, to return nevermore.