No one really knows my full story
They see what they think they see
They see confidence from their screen
They don't see the pain
The isolation
They see the smile I paint on
Ok some days I can feel happy
But I've had the realization I'm living with PTSD
It just hit me hard
I feel abandoned and that I'm trying to walk on eggshells
It's been challenging to be accepted as me
So I keep turning inward and being with my self