I tried to warn you, but you wouldn’t listen. I tried to protect you from the pain, but you still choose to stay. You ignore my warnings when I told you that I’m damage and broken. You ignore me when I tell you I’m toxic and I will infect you with my disease. You were blinded by my temporary happiness and the brief moments I made you smile. But you ignore the chaos that was staring you right in the face. You misunderstood my warnings as me playing hard to get. I wasn’t, I know I would of hurt you, I know I would of cause you so much pain. I wanted to save you from me, because I didn’t want you to be another victim of my emotional crimes. When I say I’m damage is because I will infect you with the poison and trauma that had followed me from my past. I don’t want to dim your bright light that sometimes makes it way to my darkness. I don’t want you to hate me just like everyone else. I don’t want to rob you of your bright smile and the way you speak with life. My darkness will stain you and it will break your heart, it will corrupt you and devour your light and all you will be left with is pain, hate, and tears. So, please listen to me when I say stay away, don’t try to save me because instead of saving me you will lose yourself. And once again you will be another victim of a crime I can never undo, because once your infected by my darkness you will never know love again.