You never think about me
You just laugh at what you see
But inside of my heart
Things are tearing apart
Tell me is this okay?
The words you say every day
They hurt and stab at me
But you just laugh at what you see

Tell me
Is your heart ice
Is my life full of lies
I can't believe the people
When they tell me I'm beautiful
Because of you
My life was torn in two
What can I do
Just what you want me to do

I run to the bathroom
Lock myself in
Don't want mom seeing this
You know she'll flip
Pick up the razor
Wait maybe not
Maybe I should stop
Do people still care
Do they still love me?

Am I still alive
Feels like I'm dying inside
Cant hide
The tears they swell up
And now I'm in my blood
Slowly...
I hold my breath
Making it go faster
I don't wanna live through this disaster

Someone opens the door...
The sounds are getting poor...
I can't see a thing...
My mom screams she's bleeding!
I stop breathing...
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I hear beeping......