There was a time in life when I thought there was no one
No one- to love me
I gave so much
Just so much that it was overwhelming enough not to receive any in return

Then there was you
You who were so unexpected
so different so …
So wanted

Your smile
Your glances
Your stares... were just tasty
Tasty in a way that I could feel them
Feel them in my mouth before I even tasted you- fully

With you I didn't hold myself back
In fact I threw myself to you
I wanted you
I wanted your hands on me
But most importantly I wanted your hands on my soul
I wanted you to hold my soul between your rough masculine palms
Because I knew
With you it would be the safest

And now that you have it in your very... bare...hands
I hope you would hold on to it
Because I feel our souls have connected
Connected in a way that science cannot possibly explain

Because science cannot… in any way...explain the way you look into my eyes while you touch me
Or could science explain the way your face flushes pink while you kiss me hard enough that I...
I just... can’t breath
Or
Could science...could science ever explain why I...fell for you?

You have so much of power over me
By choice
By my...choice
But at this point I can't take it back even if I wanted to
Because
I love you...