Sometimes, you gotta just sit on the bathroom floor for a while. Because, that’s where you got ready for sleepovers with the popular girls and made “potions” out of various lotions and shampoos; tattooed your finger when you were 15, started to give up on the world, and started to believe in it again.
Those bumpy tiles beneath you, leaving red imprints on your upper thighs, they saw your manic impulses and sluggish lows, they saw your meltdowns before dance class, and your moments of privatized shame, after knocking over a vase at your own house party.
The walls have changed over the years, the floors have been tile and ceramic and hardwood, but a bathroom is a bathroom - your own personal echo chamber, a makeshift confessional, wherever and whenever it fits to serve that purpose.