The scariest thought hits me every once in a while;
i only have this life that is truly mine,
everything else is just an illusion
that is dragging me down with this addiction;
this cell phone,this television,this fashion of dressing up for perfection.
i am surrounded by stupid trends drowning me one after another;
i am so deep into this mess i no more say, "i love you" to my mother;
i am busy loving characters, i forget to love myself;
i am hustling for  the best pictures,i forget people starve to death;
i am so lost running around,proving my worth,i forget it myself;
i was so ******* in my phone,i didn't even notice her last call in death.
It really is sad, what has happened to me, to this world,to us all.
This one precious life i have ,i am wasting away ******* in this turmoil , when i should be setting fires to my wings and flying.