do not face the pain
hide in your abyss
cut your emotions wrists
don’t ever slip

the pain which you don’t deserve
i fight to forgive myself
please be happy
i’m sorry

my body’s a prison
the flowers that grew on my heart
now dry and dead
the the butterflies in my stomach
decayed to dust
the rainbow over my eyes
covered by rain
my brain is fried
i can’t take this pain