i hope that after i tell you i'm your son, you'll still love me. that's my biggest fear. losing you. losing the people who raised me and were there for me when things kept falling apart. the generation gap is a bit big but i hope that you can find it in your heart to, at least, accept me. hug me and tell me i'm your son. don't abandon me. i know i'm older now but a boy still needs his parents. i need you. please keep loving me.