last night, i let go of you. i stopped waiting by the phone, as if you'd ever even called in the first place. i closed my eyes and thought of your rose tinted cheeks, your smile, your laugh, your emerald colored eyes, the way you said you said you loved me, the way i could feel you even if you were far away from me, just one last time i thought of all these things. i held my chin up high and i swallowed the lump in my throat. goodbye.