How
can I fully love
you

When being around
you
feels like suffocating

My whole being
is robbed
from within

Swallowed
never
to be found again

How
can I
be there for
you

When I can't bear
the person
I am
turning into
when I'm
around
you

Unrecognizable

Tell me
why.

Is loving
you
killing
me?

Yet
not
being there for
you
is just as
grave

Since
without
you
I would not
have been

Me.