I've written to many lines Trying to define how I live my life They wanted a front row view So I'm gonna give it to you Feel the tears roll down my cheeks To many years have I been haunted, Taunted by past memories Trying to shake all the hurt inside of me. And when you despise every part From your head to your toes Hate every part of you From your heart to your soul To many times people have dragged you down And I don't think of myself as a victim But sometimes I feel like I have no reason for living. You've been shot down so many times Believe in one to many lies Can't you see despair in my eyes And inside innocence dies To many times I heard to many cries But how can I save people When I can't save myself How do I hold everyone up When my strength just isn't at it's peak And all they see is weakness in me Take my tears, consumed from fears I don't like where I'm at right now I wanna break and tear these walls down Cuz I'm afraid of being left in the dark alone.