I feel so alone, the hollow shell of an empty soul. Wishing for someone to hold me as I'm falling, deeper and deeper. You've been gone for so long,it feels like a knife's been wedged between us and I don't know how to fix it. I know you don't notice the strain on my part trying to say something that isn't stupid or irrelevant to you, it's hard... I feel like I'm swallowing glass, the shards tearing apart my throat.. Keeping me from saying what I'm thinking or feeling.. Please understand... I need a helping hand...