it's crushing
isn't it?
that loneliness in your chest
and it hurts
and hurts
until it gets to a point
where you think holding a knife
to your chest would hurt
less but that is not how it works
no
youre not allowed to
forbidden
oh no you can't
but what if I did
would you see?
would you notice the one less message
doodles to ash
arm clear of flowers
i don't need help
I'm here if you need anything
thanks but no thanks
okay
I'll leave one day
unaffected you'll sit but
at last I'll be at peace