i want to be independent but i become enticed in the feeling of having others build me up to make a 'better me' but people are unreliable they love you till they see all your vulnerabilities and your flaws then they blast it for the world to see and they wonder why i no longer make the effort to talk i distance myself i create a world where i need to be independent because no one can be trusted
my heart breaks over and over for people i believe in but in the end they betray me