You start with withered hands clasped, shoulders hunched, knowing it all, avoiding the highway in Indiana, the telephone wire reminds you of yellow birds (that remind you of her) and the stars are that time on the soccer field, july 4th is a flinching kitten under a couch, and all these pretty things make you close your eyes, but imagine living sunset to sunrise. Back to birds are birds, and this is sky, fingers relaxed, every day growing down, untying ties, focus and simplify.