i feel like i'm trying to put together a puzzle, except the pieces are serotonin and there always seems to be just one or two missing, but all it takes is those few missing links for the whole thing to fall apart and i have to start over. i've attempted this puzzle for years, again and again- but sometimes, i have to wonder will i ever have all the pieces?
i'm so ******* scared that i'm going to spend the rest of my life like this, falling apart over and over.