late nights
I hear the train call
I wonder what's it like to fall

I imagine myself running far
I never make the first step outside
the world will **** me if I hide I can survive

I've lost my right ear
I hate opening my eyes
this is me is this forever

I'm desperate
I'm changing again
I want to say everything
I speak nothing when I try

I hate the daylight
I wish to live inside the dark
I'm alive in the pitch dark
where no one can find me