I have failed my faith, reddish autumn leaves at evening surrounding me,
I have failed my visions, gently sunset spells dimmed light coming through trees warming my skin,
My continuous will of coming back to old peaceful world appearing in hope and believes in me by people around.
I gave all what I have the best away to God before I died.
My continuous will of finding a love and safe ground appearing in forgiveness of people around.
I have failed in pain losing everything as being took over by evil thoughts I couldn’t hold lead me to conflict with all my dear friends,
My continuous will of love you and feels friendship like before is with me.