Do you remember me…
Sitting in my chair
I looked to my right, Theres no one there
I looked to my left, there was you
With your freckled face and ***** blonde hair
Just laughing and smiling in your dark blue chair
Always saying you were never perfect
No one ever is in retrospect
Always saying you never deserved me
You were the only one ever worthy
Always wishing there was two of me
One with you, another with my family, Just you and me
We went from sitting in the classroom learning about democracy
To sitting on your bedroom floor playing monopoly
Never knowing how to play it properly
You could always unmask the real me
Everyone trying to get me to vent to them, acting like they know me
Never knowing what I have completely gone through
But you were different though
I Went to all your music shows, not just for fun
But to hang out and see you ***
Wish I could turn back time
and throw you that well deserved life line
You and I were both broken around the same time
I always showed you how much I cared
But i also know at times it felt like i had disappeared
I wish it hadn’t, I was just scared
The distance you and i were both ill prepared for
Now that you’re gone, you've moved on
Scared to ask you, always blinded by fear
Venting to each other like we were both needing some sort of repair
Im sorry if i ever questioned you on what you were going through
I tried my hardest to recuse you
Deep down knowing I was the real issue..