so much anger burns in the pits of my stomach a cold, bitter blue flame that consumes rationality it leaves blisters sweltering in the hollows of my bones with a dull white noise in my head that cries out for pain and all i can do to sate the violence is to shatter already-broken skin and tear at an already-torn heart and still it eats away at me, love that has nowhere to go, love that has rotten away and here it becomes no wonder why there is nothing left to save me