how i wish my eyes wouldn’t crave you your soft-lipped smile, your heart-quickening stare do you know i can sense you in a crowded room? how i wish my arms wouldn’t reach for you your shudder-inducing touch, the way you wholly envelop me do you know you twitch when you sleep? how i wish my heart wouldn’t writhe for you you agonizing absence, your all-consuming void could you ever even know that i drown myself in your memory every night?