There was a silence. Oh, if he would only be hers entirely; not by poor surreptitious evasion but in fulness and in fact. He had understood her pause. "I'm good." she said with apparent carelessness. She found it difficult to keep her voice just on the casual note she wanted. he thought to himself: she's different from me, she's romantic. "You just don't trust yourself with me around." he said. "It seems a bit funny, we both always knew, but honest I hadn't realized you were beautiful." "You're a great kidder." Oh God, she asked herself, have I handled this right? leaning on the door jam his body in perfect chiaroscuro and an omniscient grin And the rest is history. ...