I wonder , what would had happen? If I would had gotten everything right. With completely obeying God in everything. I wonder, what would had happen ? If I would had follow that beautiful Lady? All the way to where she was going in Cali. When I was but a mere 22 years old back then. I wonder , why God has allow me to be like this. To place awesome challenges that would help others. Then at the last minute fail him and them as well. By running away which was what I had always done. Now that I have finally set down roots here in Maryland