god, the emptiness you gifted me and spoon fed me,
oh how i miss it.
how i miss knowing exactly how i felt,
how i miss how this emotion would fill me up like a water filling a glass.
never warm, always cold.
i dropped pieces of my heart in places that deserved it
and i gave some to people who i wanted to leave behind,
was going to leave behind.
thank you for that emptiness.