Extractor of those awfully embedded times That traveling memory, hidden in the back of worn suitcases Brown leather and ties, like no remorse Those breaths imparted, w/ lasting glare The smoky windows in beat up wagons Split lips from the boys on back loan Wartimes, dragging utter sadness from the porch swing Lost a tooth, and that made it smooth Soothe the pain, w/ pints of tipsy water We watch the sunset, in the field next door Kissed & dangled, our bust behind us Tumbled in the meadow, w/ no one else around The boy I brought home is the same I fought Every night, we tossed and paddled Had I known, he would stay w/ me, forever The girls from Seventh Ave. tickled me W/ their stunty eyes and elongated dresses Wishing, for a moment, we were out: the kids, picnic party w/ the club Pa saw it in my eyes, the mailman and I Even at the table with the shipped ashes and ol’ rummy Playing hard to get with nothing but straight chaser The mirror became such ferment to my frame I began perturbing every milking like a daily lashing And soon protruded my perimeters into giant horned gnats Ground crackling and separated with ceaseless dust storms Divided, on the fence back in the meadows watching it rain afar In the familiar fields I laid, now a barbaric, decoded passing I walk to the cellars every now and again, with my badges Discreetly pacing the acreage, for a taste of interim regression Now with no bandages nor luggage to carry my born chores