I want the ash to descend upon my corpse. Bury me where I lie, cover me in silt forget the hearse and just let me ******* go Why oh why must the sunset not come today? I love you so deeply WHY AM I SO ******* AFRAID? I will never lose this heart, this love, this dream, but why? Why? Why? Do you not understand what these words mean?
I remembered the things my mind used to tell me when I spent a stint in the hospital