what really is the true meaning of life and why do we insist on living it?
questions infiltrate my mind Intellect takes its prioritising position in my brain yearning for answers, for the journey to that end that end that so many of us have seen where the protagonist in the movie reaches his or her epitome to their motivation/philosophy in life to keep going
some have reached that peak, others struggle to keep afloat for me i constantly imagine that movie-like moment to appear somewhere, in my life.
yet i think that singular moment can transcribe into different variations rippling with changes in its pool with each decision as my stone skips across the ocean tearing more and more waves overlapping ripples with more complications and confusion
the journey is a long one and it may not be easy but i intend to enjoy every step learning, mourning, smiling, crying vying for the end that dreads so near but out of reach
i think i've reached a very confusing part of my life where i try to decide my philosophy but come up empty. Reading this poem makes me uncomfortable and that's how i feel in my current journey to whatever path i shall lead myself to.