Having no one is a double edged sword
You really start to live for yourself
Living for yourself is great until you have no one to tell all the amazing things you have been doing
Like having a bag of Cheetos and a bottle of wine for dinner
The fun *** cocktail of wine and sleeping pills to sleep your off days away
Grocery trips are now TV dinners and wine because you have no one to impress
Off days are too quiet now
I still check my phone way too many times
Each time finding comfort and pain at the blank screen
No new notifications
I know what to expect from each day now
Everything I want but nothing I need.