Am I fated to live alone?
“All in due time”, they say
But my eyes are blind to that truth.
How must I wait for a day so far off?

It’s always the same.
The bonds I’ve forged are strong, but they’re not close…
Or rather, not as close as I’d wish.
It’s always “not the right time”.

Care is poisonous.
Love is painful.
Friendship is just one step.
People are a weakness.

...and other lies I’d like to tell myself.