The day you left, The day all left Why does one have to leave Why am I so dumb Let me believe that you made it all I hear is a hum A hum, Hum, Let me forget this No memories I can't regret this All those stories Oh why do you have to leave The pain in me is hard to believe Wasn't it meant to be fun Now at least I found the gun The lead oooh the lead If only it would make me dead In an instance There is just no distance Death has ruined me Death has taken you Death mocked us Death must pay, Oh why is there so much To live for Why can't there be... Can't there be Oh you're gone But still here Now the lights on Now it's clear I can't let death win He mustn't come I will win I will... I... I... I can't... Oh the lead If only I was dead ... The trigger It pulls me closer To send me home Home?