here is a man, alone but okay. here is a man, longing but guarded. here is a man, tired and resigned. here is a man trying to find a way to try again; to forgive all the women he's never known for the way he was treated by those he has known. to forgive himself for the tears he no doubt caused to fall from the women he no doubt hurt. he is a broken man but glad for it; every crack, every piece, every splinter, every jagged edge, for he could never know himself without shedding those parts of him that could not survive. the ones that are left are the ones worth being, no matter how small or irregular they are. here is a man, in pieces. here is a man.