Searching the contacts for a number to call
All I wanted was a 'Hey!' that's all
Knowing none would've texted I still logged in
Even insta got fed up with no tagging
It's been a whole **** week since I met a human
The ones I usually talked to were lizards and my fan
Depression and anxiety turned my roommates
Never for once I thought we'd become soulmates
Sunlight and moonlight took turns outside
But a small green light on my phone was all I cared
Blamed on myself
Blamed on my life
But never got out
To give the life a try
They say, 'sad people write'
And now I know why
For who else do they have
To lean and cry
Felt grateful to my pen as she was there when I wept
And she was the only one who knew what I felt
For people who knew me I was definitely a loser
But this is my life so.... Whatever
Still a lot more life for a young me to live
So many on the way for me to forget and forgive