my mouth dries from too much caffeine and my head becomes dehydrated a beetle the size of a thimble slips into my coffee and makes his way into my throat floating into a tunnel where there's only flooded acid at the bottom waiting for you all the music is beginning to sound the same and I can't tell them apart at parties when they ask my opinion my feet vibrate and I try to calibrate all the laughing boys in the back of my head to what I think I know but the noise tosses my sentences into word salads unwavering in your methods the song never ends and the candy never dissolves in your mouth completely you can measure the distance and the dissonance of the people you've met under your belt like a buckle tightening inside a car when it stops