I don't know how to love you
without climbing into his bed
I love you.
But I am never yours. I am nobody's

They say I got it all but I want what I cannot have.
Him. I want him. Cheating, deceitful phony. Him.
I loved him. I love him.
I told myself again and again I love you
as if to persuade an orphan to go home
but what is home?

Home is where the heart is.
But I don't have a heart
I am the beautiful pin-up doll, sweet
shallow but never yours.
I love you.
I promise I do
Until I get bored