when people talk about love and heartache
they use words like "spark" or "flame"
but they do not talk about the wildfire.
the feeling you get when you see them across the room
before the spark gets the chance to ignite
your forest of a heart glows with hope and infatuation
the feeling before a first date
time spent deciding on pair of shoes and which eyeshadow looks best
when the need to make them want to love you can't be contained
it gets worse and more widespread
the wildfire becomes a state of emergency
your mind evacuates its home, taking yourself with it
instead of water, you try to extinguish with a shot of jack
but naturally the flames get more rampant and passionate
but the fire goes out. after it destroys everything in its path.
time cannot be regained. we cannot be unburned.
all we can do is
try
to
rebuild