Mental health issues Is not something to joke about You have friends for a second Then they leave you Your case manager is **** He doesn't listen The only person who listens is your gp Your family doesn't support you They just say **** IT UP Hospital is no place to go All I want to do is end this fight The fight that has been going on for so long I'm just done fighting More scars on my body And I don't care Take No Doz to not fall asleep To prevent from any nightmares to occur Just to fight another day A lighter looks like the perfect way to hurt yourself But that sensation doesn't last for too long All that's left is cutting You see the blood drip down But that's not enough You think that if you cut deeper That it will end everything But that's not the case Nothing helps anymore Life just isn't for me anymore
I'm just at the point of not caring anymore whether I die or don't recover. My fate will soon be found out on Thursday if I am back in hospital