Who am I when I am in the dark, crawling and searching for what I lost while living in moment-long sparks because I was far too ignorant to know the cost. Now, reflecting back, I know that I had the universe. The sun would never set, the winds always blew, but nothing but love was strong enough to put me into a curse as I watched the birds above as they gracefully flew. All of this was so long ago. If I could return, without a doubt I would go.