It's dark. I can't see anything. I can't feel anything. Is this what being trapped in your own mind feels like? It must be. I watch myself move, but I'm not the one moving. Someone else is. I can see the whole thing, but I can do nothing to stop it. I scream "NO, STOP!". He's tearing my heart out and drowning my life. Maybe that's why I'm afraid of water. He hands my heart to me and locks the cage door. I'm pounding, now, but nothing is happening. I hope I forget this, or that it's a nightmare. I can't know for sure, but I have to hope.