she is your dearest, you hold her close, about a seat apart, miles of tension, unspoken words, uncomfortable silence. she is your beloved, i wonder how much you think of her, whether you compare her to me, if youβre bored of her. she is your queen, you, the knight in shining armour, are never there, she is constantly waiting for your arrival. she is your sweetheart, adorable, cute, big eyed, never your type. she is your happiness, and you wear her like a medal simply because you cannot find it within yourself.