It isn't nothing.
It is never nothing.
I just never said it.

If not for Him-
I, or my guilt, perhaps the same thing,
would have killed me by now.
I had no desire to live for the pain
instilled in us all by none other than those we thought loved us.
But although I'll never forget what they did to me, or anyone else,
I know He's healed me
because without that knowledge
I'm sure I couldn't take it alone.