Do you ever wonder of the love that could have been? Of the one that makes you feel seen? That makes you feel understood
If only your misaligned fates could be rewritten If only words and looks could be enough If only comfort wasn't so deceiving, like an insect trapped in the sticky sweetness of molasses If only you could claw them out of your conscience
Because another has arrived in their stead Has swept you off your feet and grounded you all at once Has shown you that you do not need to know or completely understand To appreciate, to love, to respect
Because despite your differences they have offered you their life They have asked for yours in return You want to give them that and more You want to show them how much you appreciate being taught that taking the plunge does not mean drowning That you can find refuge in the unknown
But how do you stop longing for your soulmate when you've found the love of your life?
I want them both and I hate myself a little more every time I think about it because I have already chosen.