I can’t get out of bed, Yet I can never sleep, I’m always feeling sad, Yet I can never weep, This defines depression, It’s like living in a hurricane, Always feeling numb and weightless, Yet always in so much pain, Some days it’s so unbearable, That I don’t want to live, Others it’s hardly there, And not one sign it gives, It’s almost like a cloud, That follows me around, Sometimes it doesn’t rain, Sometimes I almost drown, Whenever I am drowning, Darkness is all I see, And I think that the world, Would be better without me, Better without me being around, And being in a better place, Hoping no one remembers me, So I don’t leave a single trace.