Left all alone I continue to erode My eyes find all my flaws My mind dips into my insecurities
-no one actually cares for you-
I'd believe it if I was told so I wish I wasnt anchored onto others For validation to stay afloat If left alone I succumb to demons My brain starts to heat My eyes become wet Chip- chipping away at me Me- who trip-trips over her own feet Crackle- and- Sparkle as I smile As though sludge is my brain matter Sewage floods in my veins My heart- soul- mind just decay
I will never cease to run out of words to describe my mental condition it seems