The pain I feel I don't know how to explain
I'm always sad, or wanting to die
I'm tired of trying bc inside I'm dying
I wish I could tell you but I don't want you to hurt
I know you need me that is why I stay
But hey that is what I'm for

Everyone calls me a *****
A ****, a mistake and many other things
But yet all this pain I feel I don't know how to explain
I wish you could help me I know you try
This pain is overbearing so why not just give in
Everyone wants it even you but you just hide it
Maybe this is goodbye instead of see you soon
Maybe you could visit me
You have waited for me for 2 years
Now it is my turn to wait for you but......
On the other side