you let me down.
while everything was falling apart in front of my eyes,
we talked about things none disguised .
you only reply to parts of my worry,
you say you care about my journey,
but i feel as though a bullet has been shot through me,
you didn't take it for me .
you broke me .
the clouds in the afternoon skies were forming,
dark .
i realized i had felt so lonely,
i felt as though you didn't want me,
care about me .
and that you despised me.
but tolerated me like a sibling .
i tried too tell you everything i was hoping feeling dreaming,
but i feel as though a bullet has been shot through me,
you didn't take it for me .
you wouldn't take it for me .