You said I can call That you will always be there After the storm washed away My pain I looked around and guess what? You were not there In my most time of despair Your shoulder disappeared Left me like dust Just particles in the wind Plant my seed Positively in my mind Even at my worst I think about our times I believed you When you said u will always be here Now I face the lies That divides us with time Why me? Why do I get deceived? I’m not perfect Hell I never pretended to be After our honeymoon I couldn’t find you I searched all over Just to find you Far away you are Your heart pure as day In someone else’s presence I dreaded this day A nightmare I live Just to live to breathe again The one I love The one that is no longer here I played the fool Red shoes I wore Clowned on my endeavors Tears flowed for your lonesome Alone again Twice a day 365 days 7 days a week I fall short Reminiscing on our memories Once you said You will always be here Words just engraved into my mind Lies that’s overpowered by time Here you say always Just another memory Hidden with pain I remembered you said always Just worlds with no meaning Too busy Clear to see A broken wing Mended with freedom Swallowed by grace Just lonely ole me With a scare That curves your name A scar that reminds me Love hurts more than pain Insane insane No meaning to memory lane Just me left Surrounded by pain To **** a mocking bird That’s the name Insane insane