Listen. I need to talk. Had been hoping you would Walk beside me, hold my hand, Watch my back as I do yours. This self destructive cycle Has me spinning in circles Madness on a rats wheel Roller coaster riding As sanity flits like a flutterby Just outside my reach No wonder I donβt remember Why would I want to? I am beside myself and Apart from you Pleading on deaf ears For a moments peace Pressure release before I Implode. Boom. Just like that. Boom boom.